A gang bang is something I have always dreamed about. The complete loss of control, to be just owned by a whole group of men. I love getting off, it energizes me into my next orgasm. I'm like the Energizer Bunny, they just keep coming and coming. So to be tossed about and used like a little fuck toy sounds like a perfect night for me!
So, last March I decided after the failed attempt with Jay that I would take things into my own hand and schedule a gang bang. The first decision was how many men did I want? I'd had three at once and knew I needed more than that. For a first timer I really didn't want to over do it but I still had to go big or go home. So I settled on I wanted 6 to 8 guys. My perfect plan was to invite 10 prospective men and likely that only 6 to 8 would actually show. The next decision would be where and when. I knew the quality of applicants in Southern Illinois would be lacking, so St. Louis it was. Close to home but much better options. We picked a weekend in March that was open for us and settled on making a Craigslist post to get things started.
We made the post on Craigslist posting a few faceless pictures with the details of what weekend ect. We also posted the add on several groups on our Fetlife profile. The first night we had so many emails I wouldn't even sort through them. After two days I decided to sort through the over 50 emails we received to see if I had 10 top picks. Well after sorting I still had 25 guys I was interested in vesting. I finally deiced on 12 guys to vest, my decision was first based on cock size, then body type and then if the man interested me in his notes he sent along with the email. I then sent an email to each of the guys and gave them my KIK messenger so we could chat a bit and see if we were both still interested. Some got kicked off the list pretty quick due to lack of interest from me. Let me tell you chatting with 12 guys plus my regulars is a lot of work! But I'd found some great guys and was totally excited about the prospects. When time got near it was time to decide on the finally invitations, I picked them all. Inviting 11 was not a lot different. I was still assuming some would not show.
The day of we headed into the city early and enjoyed some shopping, the brewery and some great food. We checked into the hotel and got some beer to have ready for the men. Earlier in the day I had sent a message to all of the men with the room number and what time to be there. It was a secure hotel so I would have to meet them in the lobby. I let them know I would be the lady at the bar in the red dress (trust me you can not miss this red dress!). Two of the guys texted back and said they wouldn't be able to make it (one of which I fucked at a latter date. . . story to come later). Fifteen minuets before the men were to show up I headed down to the bar to have a drink. I wanted to have two before they got there, just to take the nerves off. Well right on schedule I watched the door. . . after 15 minuets I received a text from Travis saying he was running late was it still okay that he came out? Well since he was the only one to respond/show, YES! So my bang was not off to a bang. Travis got there, we went up to the room and had a drink. I was still very horny and a bit tipsy at this point. Travis was absolutely willing to help with that. He was a fantastic lay we fucked for over 2 hours!
So while the bang didn't work out I still ended the night with a bang! I still have a huge desire to have a gang bang and will mark that off my bucket list this year!
Saturday, April 30, 2016
Monday, April 11, 2016
The grand slam
Whew that was a day and not even planned. I knew when I woke up that I had a lunch date with a new playmate, but that was the only plan. As my normal lunch dates go, I meet them down in front of the apartment building and say hello. There's plenty of time on the elevator ride up to the apartment to get acquainted so that we can get down to business upstairs. We made it in the door and barely closed it and he was kissing me, very demanding and sensually. He move on to my neck, yep I went back to work with a fain hickey (oops!). After that he was much more demanding and knew exactly what he wanted. I was on my knees long enough to gag quite a bit and make him incredibly hard. He picked me up made me stand at the edge of the couch and bent me over, he spread my ass and took exactly what he wanted! I loved every minuet of it!! I came more times than I could count and went back to work with my panties all wet from my cum.
As the afternoon went on, still thinking of my lunch date one of my regulars messaged me and said he would be across the street for dinner and I should meet him in the ally for a quickie or a blow job. Being the good whore that I am I almost creamed my panties again thinking of public sex. After he was done with dinner he messaged me and said I'm in the back seat of my car in the ally come help. As I opened the back door to his car, he had started without me but waited for the main show for me. I didn't say a word before his cock was in my mouth and I was having a blast. It didn't take long before my pants were around my ankles and we were trying to find the right place for me to ride his cock. I had fooled around in the backseat of a car, but sex was always limited to the hood of the car in a country field. The thought of someone walking by and seeing or hearing us was an even bigger turn on! Once we were both satisfied I pulled up my pants and walked back home.
When I walked into my apartment I found my husband on the couch waiting for me. . . As I slowly told him the story of my lunch date he got worked up but the fact that I had just had sex in the ally by our apartment sent him over the edge. He bent me over and fucked me on the couch again! (Don't worry we wash the couch A LOT!) So really at this point it was only 9 and I had been fucked 3 times, normal people would go to bed. Not me, I'm the energizer bunny of orgasms. I have one and I want to keep going and going. So when I got the text from my young stud, there was no question of what was next!
I kissed my husband on the head and sent him to bed. I was on my way to finish up my grand slam! Things are simple and a whole lot of fun with my young stud. He knows what he wants and he simply takes it. I love blowing him, he's so responsive and there is nothing more satisfying that a cock twitching in your mouth from your pleasure you are giving. He took all three holes and made sure I was well used and stretched out!
Sometimes it's not about having a plan, trust me I very rarely do! Just go with the flow and you end up having some wild and amazing times!!!! This is one I won't forget for a LONG time!
As the afternoon went on, still thinking of my lunch date one of my regulars messaged me and said he would be across the street for dinner and I should meet him in the ally for a quickie or a blow job. Being the good whore that I am I almost creamed my panties again thinking of public sex. After he was done with dinner he messaged me and said I'm in the back seat of my car in the ally come help. As I opened the back door to his car, he had started without me but waited for the main show for me. I didn't say a word before his cock was in my mouth and I was having a blast. It didn't take long before my pants were around my ankles and we were trying to find the right place for me to ride his cock. I had fooled around in the backseat of a car, but sex was always limited to the hood of the car in a country field. The thought of someone walking by and seeing or hearing us was an even bigger turn on! Once we were both satisfied I pulled up my pants and walked back home.
When I walked into my apartment I found my husband on the couch waiting for me. . . As I slowly told him the story of my lunch date he got worked up but the fact that I had just had sex in the ally by our apartment sent him over the edge. He bent me over and fucked me on the couch again! (Don't worry we wash the couch A LOT!) So really at this point it was only 9 and I had been fucked 3 times, normal people would go to bed. Not me, I'm the energizer bunny of orgasms. I have one and I want to keep going and going. So when I got the text from my young stud, there was no question of what was next!
I kissed my husband on the head and sent him to bed. I was on my way to finish up my grand slam! Things are simple and a whole lot of fun with my young stud. He knows what he wants and he simply takes it. I love blowing him, he's so responsive and there is nothing more satisfying that a cock twitching in your mouth from your pleasure you are giving. He took all three holes and made sure I was well used and stretched out!
Sometimes it's not about having a plan, trust me I very rarely do! Just go with the flow and you end up having some wild and amazing times!!!! This is one I won't forget for a LONG time!
Saturday, January 16, 2016
Year end review
Well I have been actively playing for a year now. . . whew what a year! A lot of ups, a few downs, and some valuable lessons have been learned. When I first started this blog the plan was to go playmate by playmate telling my journey. I've been so wrapped up in telling it as it played out that I haven't been writing. So I'm throwing my plan out the window! I'm going to write my story in no certain order, exactly as I live my life.
A lot of ups!! I went from 3 partners to double digits, yes I whored around a bit! I had a ton of new experiences, spanking until I'm bruised, clothes pins in naughty places, my first dp, and some amazing playmates. A few downs, the two pump chump, the trolls, a mild stalker, and moving away from some great playmates. Although I think I have made up for it along the way. The most valuable lesson I learned is the one thing we all have to offer each other is honesty. And unfortunately that seems to be lacking in way too many people.
(Stepping on soap box for a moment) Please keep in mind we are all willing adults entering into a sexual experience. We have to be honest with each other, sending 10 year old pictures that do not represent your current state will not earn you a one way ticket to my bed. Having enough respect for me once we are finished to say, thanks for the blow job but the sex just wasn't there will go a long way with me. Yes we may never have sex again and we entered into this with no strings attached there is still a bit of sting when someone fucks you and won't ever return a text message again. I have thick skin but I'm not completely emotionless. With that being said I promise to reply honestly to messages with respect this year. "Thank you for the wonderful (compliment, experience, ect.) but I'm not interested." Harsh yes, but honest.
Ok stepping down from my soap box now, Right before the holidays I had the most incredible day, 4 guys in less than 10 hours. It was something that I wanted to try for a while but couldn't manage to pull off. Well on an average Thursday, I did it by mistake. I promise to go into more details in a future post but I wanted to give you something to look forward to! I had a lunch date with a new friend, he bent me over my couch and had his way with me. Then just after dinner I had a completely new experience with a regular playmate,in the back seat of his car. Then when I got home my hubby was turned on by my dirty habits so he bent me over and fucked me again. When I thought I was heading to bed, a different regular playmate texted wanting to fuck. . . So of course I had to finish off the perfect day with a good old fashion hard pounding! Whew I was tired and sore on Friday!
I'm looking forward to my 2016 goals, reading more, writing more, and loving more! Happy 2016 may it be a kinky year!!
A lot of ups!! I went from 3 partners to double digits, yes I whored around a bit! I had a ton of new experiences, spanking until I'm bruised, clothes pins in naughty places, my first dp, and some amazing playmates. A few downs, the two pump chump, the trolls, a mild stalker, and moving away from some great playmates. Although I think I have made up for it along the way. The most valuable lesson I learned is the one thing we all have to offer each other is honesty. And unfortunately that seems to be lacking in way too many people.
(Stepping on soap box for a moment) Please keep in mind we are all willing adults entering into a sexual experience. We have to be honest with each other, sending 10 year old pictures that do not represent your current state will not earn you a one way ticket to my bed. Having enough respect for me once we are finished to say, thanks for the blow job but the sex just wasn't there will go a long way with me. Yes we may never have sex again and we entered into this with no strings attached there is still a bit of sting when someone fucks you and won't ever return a text message again. I have thick skin but I'm not completely emotionless. With that being said I promise to reply honestly to messages with respect this year. "Thank you for the wonderful (compliment, experience, ect.) but I'm not interested." Harsh yes, but honest.
Ok stepping down from my soap box now, Right before the holidays I had the most incredible day, 4 guys in less than 10 hours. It was something that I wanted to try for a while but couldn't manage to pull off. Well on an average Thursday, I did it by mistake. I promise to go into more details in a future post but I wanted to give you something to look forward to! I had a lunch date with a new friend, he bent me over my couch and had his way with me. Then just after dinner I had a completely new experience with a regular playmate,in the back seat of his car. Then when I got home my hubby was turned on by my dirty habits so he bent me over and fucked me again. When I thought I was heading to bed, a different regular playmate texted wanting to fuck. . . So of course I had to finish off the perfect day with a good old fashion hard pounding! Whew I was tired and sore on Friday!
I'm looking forward to my 2016 goals, reading more, writing more, and loving more! Happy 2016 may it be a kinky year!!
Tuesday, October 20, 2015
A bit of pain with my Pleasure
I can still remember when I got his message on fet thinking this guy can't be real. He posted a face picture and sounds so cocky, I didn't reply to his message at first. But as a bit of time went on, I kept checking the message and thinking just talk to him. . . Well I'm SOOO glad that I did. He was only in town for two weeks so when I finally decided to respond, we made quick of the conversation and started making plans to play. I always enjoyed being spanked during sex but my husband was afraid of hurting me so he would never push my limits. The doc changed that for me! He showed up early in the afternoon, which gave us a few hours to play. We started in the bedroom with some kissing and light play, ohh my he was good with his tongue. His plan for the afternoon included fucking, spanking and some more fucking.
The first session of fucking was great. He made sure I was good and worked up and I returned the favor. By the time the doc got to fucking me I was ready to beg. I can remember the anticipation as I was on all fours waiting for him to slip inside me. As he entered me I could feel myself stretching, he was wider than I was use to. I remember his great balance of roughness and pleasure. The sex was absolutely great and he finished like any good little slut would let him, on my knees all over my face.
After a short break it was time to head back to the bedroom! I had picked my instrument of punishment during our conversations, my husbands belt. I lay on the bed with my ass up and ready, the first lash he placed perfectly across my ass. I wasn't sure if I scream or cry but there wasn't enough time to decide before the second lash landed next to the first. The doc placed the lashes perfectly, not too much pain but all of a sudden I could feel myself getting wet. The pain was intense but the excitement of when and where the next lash would be overpowered the pain. I could feel the heat and wetness growing, but the pain over took me and I cried "red". The doc gave me a short break and then he went for round two with the belt. It was by far the most intense experience I've had, in fact so much that as I'm writing this I'm getting excited again.
There was something so liberating about the release from being spanked but the belt was amazing! Looking back the only regret is that I didn't call the doc sooner!
The first session of fucking was great. He made sure I was good and worked up and I returned the favor. By the time the doc got to fucking me I was ready to beg. I can remember the anticipation as I was on all fours waiting for him to slip inside me. As he entered me I could feel myself stretching, he was wider than I was use to. I remember his great balance of roughness and pleasure. The sex was absolutely great and he finished like any good little slut would let him, on my knees all over my face.
After a short break it was time to head back to the bedroom! I had picked my instrument of punishment during our conversations, my husbands belt. I lay on the bed with my ass up and ready, the first lash he placed perfectly across my ass. I wasn't sure if I scream or cry but there wasn't enough time to decide before the second lash landed next to the first. The doc placed the lashes perfectly, not too much pain but all of a sudden I could feel myself getting wet. The pain was intense but the excitement of when and where the next lash would be overpowered the pain. I could feel the heat and wetness growing, but the pain over took me and I cried "red". The doc gave me a short break and then he went for round two with the belt. It was by far the most intense experience I've had, in fact so much that as I'm writing this I'm getting excited again.
There was something so liberating about the release from being spanked but the belt was amazing! Looking back the only regret is that I didn't call the doc sooner!
Wednesday, September 2, 2015
Wait What?
So life happens and things change, my life had been turned upside down with the loss of my dad and now also being a stay at home mom. Well a semi stay at home mom, I still sent my kid to day care 3 days a week. Needless to say I had some time on my hands. So I had been talking to a new guy on fet for a few weeks exchanged some emails and pictures and we deiced to make a date. He would travel to me on a Friday and we'd get to play for several hours. Well as he was traveling to me he called me and said, hey is it cool if I bring a friend? My response, well send me a picture and we'll see. After the inspection of the pictures I said sure, so now it was not only a new playmate but two. This would be my first threesome as well. I called my husband to let him know of the changes, he had told me before that he might come home on lunch which would be right in the middle of things. So my new playmate asked me to answer the door in panties and a bra, and like a good slut I did what was asked. The walked in the door gave a short greeting and got to business. The first guy pressed me up against the wall kissing me fiercely while teasing me a bit. The second guy made him self at home on the couch. I was then instructed to go blow the second guy who was sitting on the couch. The first guy watched as I was down on my knees blowing his friend, just watching and stroking himself. The second guy then picked me up off of my knees and lowered my ass onto his cock. While straddling him I didn't need much direction to start fucking him as he filled my ass. The first guy got tired of stroking himself and came over, grabbed the back of my head and started using my mouth as he pleased. It didn't take long for me to cum uncontrollably, and I guess I got a little crazy since the cock in my ass couldn't take it either. As guy number two recovered , guy number one sat back on the couch and told me to ride him until I made myself cum. Since I was worked up already, it didn't take long! I don't often take control but when I do, I love to lean back and fuck hard until I loose all senses. I love the work up to the exploding feeling of an out of this world orgasm. After I came, he flipped me around and started fucking me doggie style. About that time they both freaked out because a car pulled up in front of my house. I tried explaining very calmly that my husband came home on lunch to help! Once my husband got inside and everyone calmed down, the real fun started.
They both wanted to see me squirt, so I got out my never fail toy the Hitachi Magic Wand. (PS if you have never experienced one, you should really try it. Best, never fail orgasm you can have. I can make waterfalls when I use it!) I plugged the wand in and laid back in the middle of the living room floor. I played with myself as all of the guys watched, but never could get the squirt out. I came several times but no waterworks. After a bit my husband decided that since he hadn't gotten any play yet, he would come over and get a blow job while I worked on myself. Guy number one still hadn't gotten off, so he came to play with my pussy while I blew my husband. I remember as they forced me on to each others cocks thinking, yep this is exactly what I have been waiting for! I was an addict!! I loved that I had absolutely no control and was just there for their pleasure. Guy number one was still pretty worked up so it really didn't take him too long from fucking me to cum very hard. My husband decided at that point to make sure I was good and satisfied so he turned me around and fucked me hard until he came.
All three of the men, put their clothes on gave me a kiss and said bye. I loved that all three used me like a little fuck toy and left. It was the craziest sexual experience I'd had and I loved it!
Sometimes life gives you unexpected treats!!!
They both wanted to see me squirt, so I got out my never fail toy the Hitachi Magic Wand. (PS if you have never experienced one, you should really try it. Best, never fail orgasm you can have. I can make waterfalls when I use it!) I plugged the wand in and laid back in the middle of the living room floor. I played with myself as all of the guys watched, but never could get the squirt out. I came several times but no waterworks. After a bit my husband decided that since he hadn't gotten any play yet, he would come over and get a blow job while I worked on myself. Guy number one still hadn't gotten off, so he came to play with my pussy while I blew my husband. I remember as they forced me on to each others cocks thinking, yep this is exactly what I have been waiting for! I was an addict!! I loved that I had absolutely no control and was just there for their pleasure. Guy number one was still pretty worked up so it really didn't take him too long from fucking me to cum very hard. My husband decided at that point to make sure I was good and satisfied so he turned me around and fucked me hard until he came.
All three of the men, put their clothes on gave me a kiss and said bye. I loved that all three used me like a little fuck toy and left. It was the craziest sexual experience I'd had and I loved it!
Sometimes life gives you unexpected treats!!!
Wednesday, July 1, 2015
Life Happens
Well as I said, I was a kid in a candy store. . . I was talking to new men every day. Some I was having casual conversation with, some sexting, some more "detailed" conversations. I loved every minuet of it. I loved how it made me feel wanted and sexy. Every conversation was exciting and quiet frankly I would have loved to fuck everyone of them. Since it was later in November when we played for the first time, holidays, family and family illness really got in the way of scheduling more play time. So, it went to the back burner for a bit and after the first of the year, I started a new job and started talking to several new friends. Conversation was very hot and heavy with several guys, one in particular way Jay. Jay I met on Kik through a girl that wanted me to join her gang-bang the first weekend in February. I talked to her on fetlife for a long time and she suggested I start talking to Jay, he was organizing the bang and had done this with a group of friends for several years.
Conversation with Jay was easy and as it turns out he was from my area. So we talked about playing one on one and setting up a smaller bang closer to home. Well as things go, the other girls plans changed a few weeks before the bang and had to cancel. Jay and I decided that he would put together a smaller bang closer to home for the same weekend. Well that weekend, I had to get ready! I bought a great new dress, some amazing lingerie, and of course new stockings!! I was so excited, every time I drove by the hotel it was to be at my heart dropped and then started racing.
Well as life would have it, tragedy struck our family the Wednesday before it was to take place. My father passed away suddenly. I kindly sent a message to Jay and explained to him what happened. He was understanding and said we would just reschedule when I was ready. I took several weeks off from talking to anyone just so I could recover.
I'm not sure that time heals all, but I was getting stronger by the day and decided it was time to start talking to Jay again. Well as scheduling would go, it took several weeks to try and get something together again. The weekend was fast approaching for the bang. I messaged him the Sunday before and he said he was putting together the final details and would let me know what time as soon as he heard from the other men. Wednesday rolled around and I messaged him again, no answer. At this point I felt like something was going south for the weekend. Sadly I never heard from Jay again, but lesson learned on which conversations will actually progress into a real play date and which ones won't.
I've learned a lot about how to read a person through messaging and which people you should just leave behind. As a generally trusting person, this was a skill I needed to learn very quickly. Luckily I have not had any bad situation arise. But at least I can avoid those from the start now.
Conversation with Jay was easy and as it turns out he was from my area. So we talked about playing one on one and setting up a smaller bang closer to home. Well as things go, the other girls plans changed a few weeks before the bang and had to cancel. Jay and I decided that he would put together a smaller bang closer to home for the same weekend. Well that weekend, I had to get ready! I bought a great new dress, some amazing lingerie, and of course new stockings!! I was so excited, every time I drove by the hotel it was to be at my heart dropped and then started racing.
Well as life would have it, tragedy struck our family the Wednesday before it was to take place. My father passed away suddenly. I kindly sent a message to Jay and explained to him what happened. He was understanding and said we would just reschedule when I was ready. I took several weeks off from talking to anyone just so I could recover.
I'm not sure that time heals all, but I was getting stronger by the day and decided it was time to start talking to Jay again. Well as scheduling would go, it took several weeks to try and get something together again. The weekend was fast approaching for the bang. I messaged him the Sunday before and he said he was putting together the final details and would let me know what time as soon as he heard from the other men. Wednesday rolled around and I messaged him again, no answer. At this point I felt like something was going south for the weekend. Sadly I never heard from Jay again, but lesson learned on which conversations will actually progress into a real play date and which ones won't.
I've learned a lot about how to read a person through messaging and which people you should just leave behind. As a generally trusting person, this was a skill I needed to learn very quickly. Luckily I have not had any bad situation arise. But at least I can avoid those from the start now.
Removal of the band-aid
Well at this point I had been talking to a few men for a couple of weeks. I hadn't set anything up yet because quite frankly it was scary. When I got married I had been with three men total, I'd fooled around with a few more than that but sex with only 3. It was a huge step to think about having sex with another man, especially since it had been 12 years since I had even considered another. It wasn't about the intimacy for me, it was more my fear of what if I'm not as good as I think, what if men don't find me attractive anymore, what if sleeping with another man while my husband watches is just to freaky. Despite my insecurities, the flirting and sexting had gone far enough! It was time to make a date. I remember the guy I choose had one face picture he sent me, so I didn't exactly what to expect. He had done this before so it made it easier, we tried several nights to schedule something, but due to one schedule or another we couldn't get together. Well after about a week of trying we found a night that worked for both of us. We deiced that I would host just after 8 pm. I was apprehensive all night, I wanted to back out a million times. I don't think I ate a thing that night for dinner, I went for some liquid courage. I remember sitting on the couch with my husband having a serious discussion about if either other of felt uncomfortable or jealous everything would stop immediately, no questions asked. We also discussed that regardless of what happened our marriage would always come first. It was important to both of us that we knew we could depend on each other before, during and after! Right before he was suppose to show up I was literally shaking and pacing the house. I saw his car pull up in front of my house and my heart sank, but I wasn't ready to back out. I was exhilarated, nervous, and scared shitless all at the same time!
He walked in the door and all of a sudden the nervousness went away and all I remember is the excitement of what was next. We offered a drink and some light conversation while he sat next to me on the couch. A few minuets in he leaned over to me and asked if I was ready. I hesitated for a second and replied a very quiet yes. The only thing going through my mind at that moment was oh my god.
He leaned in real close to my face like he was going to kiss me but instead nipped my lip. After a split second he stood up, undid his pants and told me to come suck his cock like a good slut. I was all his at that point! I've never felt more like myself than at that moment. I started slowly but he didn't let that go on for long, he grabbed the back of my head and took what he wanted, I thought to myself I should really feel bad about doing this in front of my husband and I should be totally ashamed of how good this feels, but I didn't care he gave me exactly what I needed at that moment. After he fucked my throat for a while he picked me up, put my knees on my couch while my back was to him and finally fucked me. He wasn't nice about any of it, he was very demanding and took exactly what he wanted. He pulled my hair, slapped my ass, and moved me where he wanted me! He then decided it was time for my hubby to join in, he had me crawl over to him and start blowing him while he fucked me doggy style. While crawling over to my hubby I could clearly see he approved of the whole thing since he was already rock hard before I even got to him! Being forced to blow my husband every time he pumped into me was even better than I imagined. I don't know if it was the loss of control or the new situation but I was lost in the sex and loving it!!! I knew the sex wasn't about me or my pleasure which I think actually turned me on more. Once he was done with me, he told me to get back on my knees and look up at him, he thanked me by blowing a fantastic load all over my face and allowing me to lick some of it up! After that he got up put his clothes back on, gave me a hug, thanked hubby and left. It was the ultimate feeling of being a SLUT!! And I loved it. Hubby and I proceeded to fuck and discuss it for several hours after he left. The band-aid had been removed, it didn't hurt, there was no jealousy, and we both had the experience of a lifetime!!
I figured that in the morning there would be remorse and shame, boy was I wrong. All I wanted when I woke up that next morning was more sex with strangers. And surprisingly hubby did too! I was like a kid in a candy store!!
He walked in the door and all of a sudden the nervousness went away and all I remember is the excitement of what was next. We offered a drink and some light conversation while he sat next to me on the couch. A few minuets in he leaned over to me and asked if I was ready. I hesitated for a second and replied a very quiet yes. The only thing going through my mind at that moment was oh my god.
He leaned in real close to my face like he was going to kiss me but instead nipped my lip. After a split second he stood up, undid his pants and told me to come suck his cock like a good slut. I was all his at that point! I've never felt more like myself than at that moment. I started slowly but he didn't let that go on for long, he grabbed the back of my head and took what he wanted, I thought to myself I should really feel bad about doing this in front of my husband and I should be totally ashamed of how good this feels, but I didn't care he gave me exactly what I needed at that moment. After he fucked my throat for a while he picked me up, put my knees on my couch while my back was to him and finally fucked me. He wasn't nice about any of it, he was very demanding and took exactly what he wanted. He pulled my hair, slapped my ass, and moved me where he wanted me! He then decided it was time for my hubby to join in, he had me crawl over to him and start blowing him while he fucked me doggy style. While crawling over to my hubby I could clearly see he approved of the whole thing since he was already rock hard before I even got to him! Being forced to blow my husband every time he pumped into me was even better than I imagined. I don't know if it was the loss of control or the new situation but I was lost in the sex and loving it!!! I knew the sex wasn't about me or my pleasure which I think actually turned me on more. Once he was done with me, he told me to get back on my knees and look up at him, he thanked me by blowing a fantastic load all over my face and allowing me to lick some of it up! After that he got up put his clothes back on, gave me a hug, thanked hubby and left. It was the ultimate feeling of being a SLUT!! And I loved it. Hubby and I proceeded to fuck and discuss it for several hours after he left. The band-aid had been removed, it didn't hurt, there was no jealousy, and we both had the experience of a lifetime!!
I figured that in the morning there would be remorse and shame, boy was I wrong. All I wanted when I woke up that next morning was more sex with strangers. And surprisingly hubby did too! I was like a kid in a candy store!!
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